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New Property - Prologue
[i] A horse is measured in hands, as originally the height was determined by the number of hand widths from the ground to the withers (the top of the shoulder, where the neck meets the back). A hand equals four inches (ten centimetres), roughly the width of a man’s hand.
For three days, he said no to his valet’s every gesture to help him in any way. The poor man was beside himself. In his shirtsleeves, Darcy locked himself in his study during the day. He tried to work but gave up pretending soon enough and only stood from his chair to look out the window or pour another drink. The staff did not know what to make of him; even the housekeeper’s delicious meals from Cook remained untouched on the tray. They wanted to help him however they could, but they were lost.
On Sunday, he did not go to church. He did not go to breakfast, he did not go to lunch, and he only showed up for dinner because by that time – heartache or not – he was starving. A man had to eat, and Darcy was a virile specimen; his body required sustenance.
Chapters of the Novel
Chapter 1
BROTHERLY TALK
“I do not think she even gave it a thought. I had to persuade her to tell me her reasons. Well, I guess I asked for it because she lashed out! You should have seen her! No one has ever talked to me that way… She was magnificent!” He recalled her stance and the power of her eyes on him. Even in remembrance, her set down had a peculiar effect on him. Of course, he was highly offended, but another visceral feeling overtook him as she argued with him. Arousal. His body and mind reacted to her challenge, making him feel more alive than ever. He had to stop himself from taking her into his embrace and kiss the life out of her. She had no idea of the restraint he had to use to remain a gentleman. Maybe he should not have bothered. She already thought he was no gentleman, and he would now know how she tasted!
Chapter 2
REFLECTIONS AND INTERRUPTIONS
Chapter 3
NEW ENERGY
With a new purpose, Darcy took residence in his study for the next few days. He sat and wrote, he wrote and calculated, he calculated and planned. There were papers everywhere. Messengers took and brought letters all day.
Richard gave up on talking to him as even at dinner, he could see that Darcy’s mind was elsewhere. Darcy did not even notice when he moved out back to his camp.
Chapter 4
ATTEMPTING NEW THINGS
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When her mother fell asleep in the armchair, Lizzy looked at the pile of papers from London. She stood and went to the papers. One by one, she examined the society pages. After some search, she found the small article. It said that he attended Countess Matlock’s ball and was seen talking and dancing with a Miss Hainley, a “lovely” debutante. So, Mr Darcy has moved on. Well, that was swiftly done. She bristled at that; then, she wondered what this young woman was like for Mr Darcy to notice her. She told herself petulantly that she must have a good dowry, although she knew she was not fair to him. After all, he did offer for her penniless self. She did not know how she was supposed to feel about this knowledge, and she became angry toward herself that she wanted to find out about him.
Chapter 5
ATTEMPTING NEW THINGS
Chapter 6
FIRST MEETING
Chapter 7
A HEARTFELT APOLOGY
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“And how did she take it?” Darcy’s lips twitched into a faint, wry smile. “With far more grace than I expected. She was hurt, of course. Who wouldn’t be? But she bore it with a quiet strength that was…humbling.” Phillip leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. “Miss Bennet strikes me as the sort who would value honesty over pretence. Still, it could not have been easy for her to hear.” “It was not,” Darcy admitted, his voice heavy. “But she forgave me, or so she said.” Phillip studied his cousin, his expression softening. “Grace, strength, and forgiveness? She sounds like a remarkable woman.” “She is,” Darcy replied simply, his voice carrying an unusual note of reverence. “Her composure in the face of such a revelation was extraordinary. I expected anger, perhaps even disdain, but instead, she showed understanding.” Phillip leaned back, considering Darcy’s words. “I must admit, you have surprised me, Darce. I didn’t think you capable of such humility.”
Chapter 8
CONFRONTATIONS
“You would not be marrying them,” Elizabeth pointed out. “I know that. Only I should have to watch their sour faces for the rest of my life. Anyway, I also thought about our oath. The reality is that we have nothing to offer other than ourselves. If we want to marry, I do not think I can hold onto that oath.” “What are you saying, Jane?” Elizabeth asked, confusion in her voice.
Chapter 9
THE QUESTION OF PERSISTENCE
Darcy maintained his composure as he left the Bennet house, his mind reeling from the uncomfortable encounter. However, once he stepped outside, he felt an overwhelming wave of fatigue and despair wash over him. He leaned heavily against the stone wall of the entrance, his breaths coming in shallow, uneven gasps. Shutting his eyes tightly, he pressed his right hand firmly against his chest, willing his heart to steady its frantic beating. The weight of his emotions felt unbearable. He should not have come. What had possessed him? It was a foolish idea, and now he was left to grapple with the realisation of his own vulnerability. Who was he fooling? Oh, heartless creature! he thought, feeling the sting of his own folly. He felt like crying. Has it come to this? Am I going to cry over a woman?
Phillip on the picture, in Chapter 10 “Darcy, Miss Bennet wanted me to remind you that she had said you needed to be patient. It has only been a few weeks. It took Miss Elizabeth over two weeks to share what happened between you with Miss Bennet. She thought you hated her as she hated you, no matter how misguided that was. I learnt from Miss Bennet that her sister’s cleverness has two disadvantages; for one, she thinks she is mostly right and is stubborn in her beliefs. Imagine the blow to her ego. She told you Miss Elizabeth needed time – time to acknowledge that she might be wrong, then she has to accept it, and only then can you expect her to start to change her mind about you. It is much easier to dismiss you than to realise most of her beliefs were wrong about you and that you are, in fact, an excellent man.” Darcy listened intently. “This is your conjecture?” “Indeed,” his cousin said. “Do not get discouraged because once she lets you in her loving circle, she’ll love you fiercely.” “Miss Bennet said that?” Darcy asked, raising an eyebrow. His treacherous heart beat faster hearing that. Phillip nodded. “Yes, she said that. Just remain steadfast in your purpose – to make her change her mind. Give her time. Show Miss Elizabeth your preference; show her who you are.” “That is what your mother said.” “My mother? She knows?” Phillip seemed surprised. “Of course, she knows. She made you sing like a canary, did she not? What did she think of all this?”
Chapter 10
LECTURE AND A CURIOUS LETTER
Jane’s blush deepened, but she managed a small smile. “I suppose we agree on that, then.” “Mr Bingley didn’t keep his word, Lizzy! He did not even bother to say goodbye; he simply stayed away. You keep saying you believe he is in love with me, but what kind of love is his? Your Mr Darcy, after being soundly rejected,” she looked at Elizabeth admonishingly, “bothered to write a letter, went to the parsonage to say goodbye. Now he is here to see if you can change your mind if you give him another chance, and he went into great trouble.
Chapter 11
TORTUROUS THOUGHTS
At dinner, Darcy contemplated the possibility of going to Lucas’s. “You go, Phillip. I think I’ll skip this one. Please, make up an excuse for me.” “That will not do, cousin.” “Why not take Aunt?” “A lady doesn’t just appear at someone’s soiree, Darcy. But, by all means, invite the elder Misses Bennets with their mother for tomorrow. I would like to meet them.” Lady Matlock suggested. Darcy swallowed at the prospect. “Don’t worry. I shall not say anything, for now.” She reassured Darcy by putting her hand on his. “You see, you must come.” Phillip insisted. “I don’t think I can.” “Remember, you want to show your constancy. You need to demonstrate that you can be civil.” “Brother?” “It’s nothing, Georgie. I was not at my best last time I was here.”
Chapter 12
IN COMPANY
“He – he thought we, Jane and I, were jealous of the invitation, and he did not want to listen to her tantrum if he didn’t let her go. He did not think there was a real danger of her… doing…” “I understand. Say no more.” He thought for a while. “Your mother, does she wield power over what happens?”
Jane and Elizabeth looked at each other, and both nodded. “I was going to speak to her tomorrow.” “In that case, would you allow me to try to talk to her? Maybe I can impress on her how dangerous this place is.” “You wish to talk to my mother? You – you would do that?” Elizabeth asked in open wonder. Darcy bowed. “There is very little I would not do for you, Miss Elizabeth.” Her lips parted in silent surprise. Elizabeth’s chest tightened as his words sank in. She had never heard anyone speak with such quiet sincerity, much less directed at her. For a moment, she felt exposed, as though he could see past her defences to the conflicted emotions she kept buried. She struggled to compose herself under the weight of his steady gaze. She looked into his eyes and saw, for the first time, his feelings written on his face.
Chapter 13
WICKHAM
Chapter 14
VISITING NETHERFIELD
“Thank you.” Darcy’s voice croaked. He gave back the cup. Elizabeth stepped away to offer drinks to others, still barely breathing. When she turned away, Darcy closed his eyes and relived the moment. She did not pull away… Maybe it was a surprise, but she did not pull away. Elizabeth gave the bottle to her sister to distribute. She hesitated but then straightened and called to Darcy.
“Mr Darcy, would you show me around?” Darcy turned around and just stared at her. “Your aunt said that she was quite impressed with the work you were doing here.” “Work?” His mind went blank. “What you are doing here.” She gestured. She wanted to know more – about the plans, about his vision, about the man behind them. “Oh, of course, by all means.” What is she doing?
Chapter 15
THE VERDICT NETHERFIELD
Chapter 16
A CHANGING VIEW
“I must say, cousin, I have enjoyed myself today immensely. There is nothing more satisfying than a good business deal.” The viscount said while he poured a drink for Darcy and himself after dinner. “Indeed. Our staff has done very well, too. This could really work, and this was not even part of my business plan. This will give us at least a twenty per cent increase, if not more. Mr Bennet unknowingly did us a good favour with his suggestion. Miss Elizabeth told me yesterday that her father did not really participate in managing the land more than the minimum. He still came…”
Even if she was not fully conscious of what she wanted, Mr Darcy greatly occupied her mind. Two weeks before this day, she was pretty satisfied with her lot. She had congratulated herself that she had stood by her convictions. All right, those convictions, at least one of them, were overturned; still, she was satisfied that she had answered his attack on her and her station and refused the arrogant gentleman. Now, not yet two weeks after she saw him on his horse from where she now stood, her life, her thoughts and feelings were turned upside down.
Chapter 17
LADIES ONLY AT NETHERFIELD
Darcy and his cousin arrived in the afternoon and immediately asked after the ladies. To their surprise, they were told the ladies were at the stables. They did not waste any time; they approached. “… Georgie, I don’t think I can do this,” Elizabeth whined. “Lizzy, I am surprised at your sentiment. You can do anything! You cannot be afraid of a horse called Daisy. Look at her; she is so gentle. Imagine if I wanted to make you sit on William’s horse. Now, Devil could be a little spirited for a beginner, but not her.” She nuzzled the horse in affection. “See?” “I don’t know. I’m already so high.” She looked around as she stood on the mounting block. “What is happening here?” Darcy spoke up. Georgiana beamed at her brother as she turned. “William! I have been trying to get Lizzy on Daisy, but she is a mouse.” Elizabeth jumped from the block as soon as she turned. She became red all over. Could they not have arrived a bit later so that her humiliation would have gone unnoticed? “I am not a mouse! It is just that this horse is too tall. I’m a small person.”
“How was the ball? Tell us all.” Georgiana asked as the laughter subsided. “It was very extravagant. They created an enchanted forest theme.” Phillip shook his head. “I agree; it was ridiculous. All that fuss for a few hours of entertainment!” Darcy commented wryly. “I can imagine the ladies’ gowns,” Georgiana said dreamily. All ladies looked at the gentlemen. “Don’t look at me. I am a man. How am I supposed to describe the gowns?” Phillip defended himself. They looked at Darcy in the hope of some information from his quarter. “You must have taken notice of something, surely!” Georgiana implored. Seeing her hopeful expression, Darcy tried to recall at least one dress. Elizabeth started to laugh at his serious concentration. “Give up, Georgie. You will have to ask your aunt. These gentlemen are hopeless. Next time I prepare for an evening, I shall be considerably less worried about my attire. It looks like it does not really matter what we wear.”
Chapter 18
CLEARING THE AIR
Taking a deep breath, Elizabeth summoned her courage. “If it matters, I wish you to know that I am not opposed to dancing…with you,” she confessed, her cheeks flushing slightly as she spoke the words.
Darcy’s breath caught at her admission. He studied her face intently, noting the slight blush and the way she avoided his gaze after her declaration. His heart quickened with anticipation. “You would not?” he asked carefully, his eyes searching hers for confirmation.
Chapter 19
UNEXPECTED GUESTS
She looked at him as if in doubt. “Maybe you could remind me of those incidents during our dance, Mr Darcy.” She laughed. “It would be my pleasure.” His eyes danced. “This colour indeed looks perfect on you, Lizzy. Is that my brother’s gift in your hair?” Georgiana boldly asked. She wanted to know for her brother. “Erm… yes. It complements my dress, does it not?” She glanced at Darcy demurely. “You – you arrived earlier than you said you would. I’m engaged for the next set.”
Darcy was walking on clouds… “That’s all right. I shall take my sister to dance.” “Oh, of course. You are a good brother.” He bowed to her. “I am looking forward to our set, Miss Elizabeth
Chapter 20
UNEXPECTED DEVELOPMENT
In the next moment, he found himself pulled forcibly into the room and collided with a body. He had to help himself to regain his balance by using the other hand on the door frame. He was pushed aside as Bingley, he recognised, hurriedly came out of the book room. He left without looking back. When he straightened, he saw Miss Bennet standing at the window. She just turned at the commotion.
“Are – are you all right?”
“I shall be. And you? What are you doing here?” Jane asked. “Yes, my lord, what were you thinking barging in on them? Did you not know what was going on in here?” Mr Bennet shook his head. He was worried about his daughter. She had to have said no because Mr Bingley did not acknowledge him on his way out. Before he called her, he begrudgingly listened to Mr Bingley. He could not deny him the chance, but he told his daughter she did not have to answer immediately.
“It’s like you are out of your mind, Bingley. This is too much even from you. Spontaneity has a place when you want to decide whether to walk or ride. You don’t just jump up on a whim with a life-changing question. Don’t you understand how society works? You didn’t even return because of her, for goodness’ sake!”
Chapter 22
FLOWER LANGUAGE
“I thought they would serve my purpose,” Darcy replied, his tone warm yet earnest. “Do you know the meaning behind these flowers?” she asked, her curiosity piqued. “I do.” “How?” She tilted her head in amusement. “I purchased a book on the subject.” Elizabeth’s eyes widened in delight. “You went into a bookstore to buy…?” “I sent my valet,” he interrupted, his mouth twitching into the barest hint of a smile.
She giggled, unable to help herself. “May I ask when you did this?” “After I resolved to try again.”
“And Miss Bennet?” Darcy glanced at his cousin. “She was happy for her sister.” Phillip was about to adjust his aim. “She seemed to be disappointed when she asked about you…” Phillip’s stick went the wrong way. “… and I had to say you were not coming.” Darcy nodded to himself. Phillip deserved a lesson. “She – she asked about me?” “Yes, Phillip. She looked lovely.” Darcy said nonchalantly. “What do you mean?”
“What do you mean what do I mean? She looked, you know, even more beautiful than usual. She wore a nice dress I haven’t seen, a pink and blue one and had a lovely pink silk rose attached to it…” He widely used his hands to show what he meant. Oh, Darcy enjoyed torturing his cousin.
Chapter 23
ANOTHER HEARTFELT APOLOGY
“Sorry? Why?” She did not look at him. “I should have been here.” Jane examined her footsteps. “My lord, we are happy to see you whenever you decide to visit.” She did not make it easy for him. Phillip had to address this. He stopped. “Miss Bennet. I apologise…”
“My lord, you do not owe me an explanation. If you are worried about the rose, you should not. I shall think of it as a kind gesture from an acquaintance, nothing more. If you prefer, I shall give it back. I can go and get it.”
“What? No! Miss Bennet, please forgive me. I know I hurt you. The flower was a token of my admiration. When Bingley asked for an interview, I froze. I thought the gentlemanly thing was to allow you to answer for yourself, but then I became terrified that you may say yes. In the end, I was ready to tear his person from you. I wanted to rescue you from him, but being the wonderful person you are, it turned out to be unnecessary.”
“You feared I might accept him?” “When the possibility occurred to me, I was more than afraid. You had loved him once; I thought you might realise you still had feelings for him. In my selfishness, I could not endure it.” Jane inwardly cherished every word he said. A little Elizabeth came out in her: “So, how did you want to handle it if I had been of a mind to accept him?”
“I should have told you that you had another option.” “And what would that have been?” “To marry me.”
Chapter 24
AN IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT AN A SUNDAY PICNIC
Chapter 25
UNDER THE WALNUT TREE AND FLYING
“Indeed, I would. Why? Do you have more?” “I might. I shall have to think about it.” After some silence, Darcy reflected out loud. “As you know, I have been my own man for about five years now. Also, in the last year of my father, as soon as I returned from my Grand Tour, I had to make my own decisions about the estate and everything. I have surrounded myself with capable people to help me, but ultimately, I have borne the responsibilities alone. Having someone with whom to share my thoughts would be a great comfort. A partner.” He looked at her. “You could be that person. You are clever; you have your opinions on things, and you are interested. You have just shown initiative by contacting your relatives. We could discuss things. It would also be good if you could share some of my decision-making. It is getting to be too much to handle by myself.”
The only unusual occurrence on the outing was on the way back when Elizabeth impatiently asked when she could fly with her horse like she saw Mr Darcy do when he arrived. Darcy directed his horse close to Elizabeth’s and made hers stop. He leaned over and, holding her at her waist, lifted her to sit in front of him on Devil. Elizabeth was so surprised at first that no sound left her, but she shrieked excitedly when she realised what was happening.
The others in the group could not believe Mr Darcy was taking their sister. “Mr Darcy, be careful.” Jane worried. “Are you ready?” He whispered into Elizabeth’s ear. She looked back at him with laughing eyes. “As much as I shall ever be. Do not let me fall.” “Trust me,” he said, kicking his horse into motion. They left the group behind. Darcy went into a canter, adjusted Elizabeth to ensure she was secure and urged Devil into a heart-stopping gallop[i]. It was a sight to see. “Lean forward, hug his neck, hold on to his mane.” He said, making both of them lean over to secure greater speed. “Oh, we are flying!” [i] The average speed of a gallop is around 50-60 km/h.
Chapter 26
STANDING TOGETHER
“But you are engaged to my daughter!” “You know very well that it is not true. You must let this go. I’ll never marry Anne. She is my cousin. That is all she’ll ever be.” “Darcy, have you been taken in? She has used her art and allurements on you to forget your station. She just wants what is yours.” “How would that be any different from what you want? Your obvious choice, if there is such a thing, should have been Richard all along, as he has no estate, but it seems you want Pemberley. I never understood why; it’s not like it would become yours… unless…unless you want to keep Rosings. Is that it, Aunt? You need to leave. You have disturbed the peace here long enough.”
“It is not the same. She has nothing; she would gain everything by marrying you; I tell you, she is mercenary.” Darcy sensed Elizabeth stiffen, so he offered a gentle caress with his hand on her waist, conveying reassurance and warmth. “If she were a fortune hunter, she could have said yes the first time I asked. Do you know when that was, Aunt?” Her ladyship’s confused face was a novelty. “I asked her back at Rosings when Miss Elizabeth didn’t join us for dinner.” “What do you mean, Darcy?”
“I mean that she refused me because she found me wanting. I had to come here chasing after her and earn a courtship.”
Epilogue
THANK YOU FOR NOT GIVING UP ON ME
“She has jewellery. She will also receive a few pieces when she comes out from our mother. She personally chose them for her. If she marries well, she will have the jewels of that family, too.” “I see. How about we select them together? We did very well with the food.” She laughed, though inwardly she was overwhelmed by the idea of choosing from a jewellery catalogue.
And so, Darcy sat beside her, and they spent quite some time in this fashion. Darcy stopped breathing when she looked at his mother’s favourite piece, a white pearl necklace with two tiers and a series of moonstones framed as miniature suns. He adored that piece. Elizabeth leaned forward to see it better. “This must be beautiful! I like this one, Fitz…” She stopped speaking as she took Darcy’s expression in. “Is – is this one important?” “Do you like it?” “Yes, I like it very much.”
Darcy released his breath. “It was my mother’s favourite.”
“Oh, then I shall wear this with pride.









